Live with Yourself

 hiccups...A piece of good news indeed. I GOT MY COFFEE CUP.

 It's nice right, those circles on it are so tempting I see our milky way galaxy in them. It's not so funky and all but I like it and that's all. Life is all about liking what we have, and if you don't like something in your space just push it out. 

This coffee cup was MINE. My thing!

I always tried to create that bubble around myself, of course virtually in my psyche, in which I am open to doing anything. A bubble that a natural calamity also couldn't destroy. Only me inside it, with my dreams and hopes. Outside that bubble is the real world, which sometimes makes me happy and sometimes sad. The real world has guys who only know how to destroy me in every way possible, it has guys who can emotionally blackmail me but my bubble is empty, no one can harm me there. Yes, the real world has got amazing surprises for me, it has my mom and dad who are there for me every time, it has my cute little sister who only knows how to trouble me. But after some years, I will go to some colleges in some other cities and who knows, maybe outside my country, I will have to be all by myself there. Friends will be there but from inside I will always feel that loneliness. My bubble will help me then.

Just get a purpose and run after it, your bubble will be there to save you from any outside stress. Just try once, just once. 

We sometimes get in situations that makes us sad. Some situations may have even more effect. I won't give any examples coz we all know. And we might not know how to get out of that. We sometimes try to be impulsive and say something wrong which makes the situation even worse. Then? I shall say, just go out somewhere conservative and cry it out. Let oxytocin and endorphin wash your body from inside. It relieves us. Or Go out of that situation and remember some good memories of the past. You have to get out of that bad aura place or else your brain will start overthinking a lot. I have tried all that and that's why I am saying. 

A Lot of advice given right? 😜 Now let's get back to my days.....

I ran a lot. Days were sweaty. Sometimes I even think that I should be bald like Dwayne Johnson but only the head won't make me like him right. My loose fats pull me back from being that. Shit! 

I study, everyone study man! I have got my exams coming, exams with no fixed date and I should say that they are on a verge of being canceled. And I like break in between and in those breaks I do nonsense like playing a whole cricket match inside my room, hitting sixes in all the six balls in an over, then showing off after winning that game are just initials. Disturbing my sister are commons in every break I guess. But that one thing which I do all day is to think about my cr..... Even I have no guts to write that word. Just think about my proposal and all. Unbearable. I try my best yaar but every time something happens and I get back again. I sometimes feel that she knows everything but doesn't confront me. "If 'you' are reading this then please say it to me, bring me back to your path again💌 " And to my friends, please don't take these lines seriously coz you know that I am just joking. And to my sister, if she is reading this, "You will get a big punch if you.....[brother-sister issues] ". 

Yaa so enough right? I must say that I have started doing a thing which I like: Blogging

I will do it till I can. I am just interested in myself and the 'small things' of this world.

Bye, see you in the next blog...….and Yaa listen, in my main page hit the follow button on the top left corner if and only if you like Me and my blogs.

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